read below for hot sex

Fri, 05 Mar 2004 17:14:54 GMT

its like 4am.... no one is online...
im scared to sleep. im 18 and still afraid of the dark :(
im so pathetic.
am i too 'in your face'?
sorry if i am. (you know who you are)

whats with my choice of music tonight? color me emo

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 18:33:10 GMT

thankyou for making me smile... and stroking my nose.

Random comment

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 02:28:08 GMT

KAYLA IS FUCKING AWESOME

byes :)

Thu, 04 Mar 2004 02:20:13 GMT

I like surveys and i found another one

FIRSTS.

First best friend: Dabid Waugh

First car: 76 leyland mini clubmab

First date: some dudes party i think

First real kiss: so dont remember

First break-up: Jade

First screen name: mad_punx i was so bomb

First self purchased album: boys dont cry-the cure i was 10 :)
First pets: tarsha my dog dog

First piercing/tattoo: lip

First credit card: none

First true love: psh

First enemy: im gonna be all political and say... SOCIETY

First big trip: taree in nsw

First musician you remember hearing in your house: hank williams... haha

First CD you owned: clash. i forget which one

.LASTS.

Last cigarette: eww.. never

Last car ride: drove home from work last night

Last kiss: a while ago.. a long while

Last good cry: last night

Last person to see you cry: no one sees me cry

Last library book checked out: the jackal of nar

Last movie seen that you had seen before: bio dome

Last movie seen that you hadn't seen before: dont even remember

Last beverage drank: cherry coke

Last food consumed: light n tangy chips

Last crush: ....

Last phone call you received: i dont even remember that :(

Last phone call you made: flygirl.... but she didnt answer

Last time showered: half an hour ago

Last shoes worn: my dc's

Last cd played: BETRAY THE DAY-numbers (www.betraytheday.com)

Last item bought for someone else: i bought dad some medication

Last item bought for yourself: medication

Last annoyance: waking up

Last disappointment: looking at myself and knowing what im letting ymself become <---totally

Last time wanting to die: notgonna comment

Last time scolded: last night at work.. i got told i shouldnt have gone in...

Last shirt worn: strung out

Last website visited: www.betraytheday.com

when was your first...
kiss...: grade 1
with tongue?: 12ish?
handjob/fingerbang [received]?: no idea
handjob/fingerbang [given]?: 12.. same girl that kissed me.. haha
fuck? 13
oral experience [received]?: 14
oral experience [given]?: 14
anal experience?: *whistles*
do you like...
coital sex?: huh?
oral sex?: giving
anal sex?: no
making out?: love it
handjobs/fingerbangs [receiving]?: nah
handjobs/fingerbangs [giving]?: if you rock
being submissive?: whatev
being dominated?: someone ruined that for me
this or that
lube or spit?: lube
condoms or rhythm?: condoms
missionary or cowgirl?: im a boy?
doggy or standing?: whatever you're down with
food or ice?:
thick or long?: love the box
basic
age:: 18
sex:: duuuuuuuude
sexuality:: straight
number of partners: *walks away*

The Last...
-Last dream :easier not to remember thanks
-Last nightmare ::: *glances up*
-Car ride ::: work last night... we went through this
-Last time you cried ::: last night
-Last movie seen ::: bio dome
-Last movie rented ::: no idea
-Last book read ::: jackal of nar
-Last word said ::: im fucking sleeping dad
-Last curse word said ::: fuck
-Last time you laugh ::: when dad woke me up. he wanted to know if the pc has usb... i said.. i dunno.. he was like... 36x cd-rom... i'll tell the guy that.
-Last phone call ::: that i talked to someone? dad
-Last CD played ::: hatebreed - rise of brutality
-Last song you listened to ::: numbers-betray the day
-Last annoyance ::: waking up
-Last IM ::: Shannin
-Last weird encounter ::: some dude hitching at 2 am last night... he was wearing a cape
-Last person you hugged ::: Shane
-Last person you yelled at ::: Trev
-Last time you wore a skirt ::: i was smashed last year and wore a little tartan number
-Last time you've been evil ::: cruising past this dudes house at 1am... stereo blasting.... i hate the guy.. he hates me... this is how we communicate
-Sarcastic? ::: this morning
-Last time you fought with your parents ::: been a while now
-Last time you wished upon a star ::: dunno
-Played Truth or Dare :::
-Spent quality time alone ::: last night

Randomness
-Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: people are on... but no talking
-Do you feel lonely ::: story of my life
-Ever TP'd someone's house ::: huh?
-How about egging someone's house ::: no
-Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: huh?
-Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: id rather rim myself out
-Yo Momma ::: tee hee hee
-Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: uh huh
-What do you think of George Bush? ::: not gonna comment
-Any secret fetishes? ::: nah
-Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: i think ive grown out of them
-How many languages do you speak? ::: some
-Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: nah, im using both hands
-Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) ::: now i have nothing to do

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 17:16:38 GMT

its hard to be the way i am,
painting smiles everyday.
but fuck you all for sympathy.
i'll go about it my own way.

ive even found the perfect tree,
to help me end it all
im only sitting on 180
the bitumen will break my fall.
(please remember everyone. i fucking love you all)

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE

but i love every one of you
im afraid to sleep.
somebody help?... Anybody?
im not dealing with this very well.

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 16:44:37 GMT

I believe in a thing called love says:
coolest song ever

please dont idolize, cos these people are trained to fuck with your mind. says:
what is it?

I believe in a thing called love says:
maybe not ever

I believe in a thing called love says:
shake ya tailfeather

please dont idolize, cos these people are trained to fuck with your mind. says:
ever? i think not... are we forgetting a little band called the backstreet boys.... and a little number they did called i want it that way

please dont idolize, cos these people are trained to fuck with your mind. says:
HUH

please dont idolize, cos these people are trained to fuck with your mind. says:
ARE WE FORGETTING SOMETHING YOU IGNOARNT FUCK

I believe in a thing called love says:
HAHHA

I believe in a thing called love says:
all jokes aside

I believe in a thing called love says:
bsb fucking own

please dont idolize, cos these people are trained to fuck with your mind. says:
no shit they fucking own

i love late night conversations

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 15:55:39 GMT

im absolutely fucked... nightshift is lame... especially when you're sick...
on the upside... Ebonie is here to keep me company.
i waited all night to write a quote out.. man i feel better.

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 15:02:10 GMT

ohhh someones tough. get those fucking x's off your
hands cause no one cares. all the bands you
listen to are repetitive and sounds the same.
you are funny to watch in the pit though. and
what is the point of wearing a backpack when
you mosh? are you going on a fucking trip
somewhere? i didn't think so. so stop.

what kind of asshole scene kid are you?
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i dont wear backpacks.... cunt.

Wed, 03 Mar 2004 02:31:59 GMT

- who are you, what's our relationship:
- what's my middle name:
- how long have you known me:
- how well do you think you know me:
- tell me one good thing about myself:
- do i believe in God:
- when you first saw me what was your impression:
- my age:
- birthday:
- my favorite band at the moment:
- colour eyes:
- do i have any siblings:
- have you ever had a crush on me:
- what's one of my favorite things to do:
- do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
- anything super special about me:
- would you consider me a friend:
- describe me in 3 words:
- if there were one good nickname for me what would it be:
- name 5 things i love:
- do you think i'm good looking:
- how would you describe me to someone:
- have we kissed:
- would you ever date me:
- tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
- do you think i'm funny:
- do you think i'm a bitch:
- do you think i'm annoying:
- do you think i'm stupid:
- what do you like most about me:
- have you ever seen me with my pants off:
- have you ever seen me cry, if so when?:
- if we could spend a day together what would we do:
- have we ever gotten in a fight:
- do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:

Tue, 02 Mar 2004 02:10:37 GMT

no sleep.
went to the doctors.
got medication.

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 15:11:52 GMT

so i came home from the worst night ive ever had at work... thinking that once im in the safety of my own room.. everything will be ok.
i spotted a piece of paper on my pillow. odd. on further investigation.. i realised i cant even hide in my room. the not was from my mother. a good friend of mine was on her way over to stay with me for a few days. she is one of the most amazing girls ive ever met. i think the only girl that can make me smile no matter how fucked i am or how much im conentrating is her. we use to sit there and stare at each other for hours cos we were so intrigued about what the other was thinking. we could just said... dude, what are you thinking... but thats too hard. since we started hanging out, she has been a part of me. my best friend in the whole world. the only person i can truly depend on to be there for me. i love her with more than my heart.

her car got t-boned by a fuel tanker.

she died at 6:45 pm

and i cant even cry.

bye

i know you would be pissing your pants with laughter if you were reading this

Mon, 01 Mar 2004 04:35:23 GMT

why the fuck is it that when im clearly fucked and sick as shit, my parents go fucking off tap at me for wanting the night off work?

ive been sick for like 2 weeks now and although mum keeps pumping me full of drugs, im getting worse... fucking figure it out dude.. IM SICK.. every night she's like... you'll feel better soon, when the drugs kick in. get fucked you ignorant cunt. are you really that fucking stupid? the answer is clearly yes.

i dont sleep anymore. thats lame.

yeah.. well.. whatever
bye

Sun, 29 Feb 2004 19:59:51 GMT

Sun, 29 Feb 2004 18:34:04 GMT

me looking satisfied with my efforts my excitement from another angle and last of all.. me having two eyes

Sun, 29 Feb 2004 15:53:27 GMT

[Name]: Ezekiel Kyle William Epema
[Your Name Backwards]: figure it out
[Does Your Name Mean Anything?]: gods strength, handsome protector.. i shit you not
[Were You Named After Anyone?]: nope
[Nick Name(s)]:where do i begin?
[Screen Name(s)]: msn- please dont idolize, cos these people are trained to fuck with your mind..... aim- dilute to drink..... yahoo- forged_in_the_flames
[Current Location]: Newlands Arm, victoria, australia
[Date of Birth]: july 29 85
[Height]: 6'
[Shoe Size]: 12 i think
[Hair Colour]: blackish
[Eye Colour]: blue
[Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?]: right

DO YOU HAVE...
[Any Sisters?]: yes
[Any Brothers?]: yes
[Any Pets?]: FOO
[A Disease?]: lime disease... draw me a spyrokeet
[A Pager?]: nuh uh.
[A Personal Phone Number?]: yus
[A Leather Jacket with Studs on It?]: no
[A Heroin Needle?]: umm.. uhh... ermmm
[A Pool or Hot Tub?]: pool

DESCRIBE YOUR..
[Personality]: someone said... adorkable
[Driving]: forwards and backwards... sometimes sideways
[Room]: wall to wall with music
[School]: mediocre
[Bed]: queen...
[Relationship with Your Parent(s)]: dad- spaced out on pain killers 24/7 mum- mild drinking problem. at least i make them laugh

DO YOU...
[Get Motion Sickness?]: nope.
[Eat Chicken Fingers With a Fork?]: hell no
[Dream in Color?]: yus
[Type With Your Fingers on Homerow?]: haha... yes.. im so learned
[Sleep With a Stuffed Animal?]: get fucked... leave me alone
[Believe In Yourself?]: no one else does... so its up to mme to
[Do You Believe In Love at First Sight?]: sex at first sight
[Consider Yourself a Good Listener?]: yep.
[Consider Yourself a Good Friend?]: why fucken not
[Get Along With Your Parents?]: yeah, sure
[Save Your E-mails?]: yeah, if they're spesh
[Save Your Chat Conversations?]: yeps
[Like to Make Fun of People?]: i make fun of everyone...
[Like to Talk on the Phone?]: im a whore for it

WHAT IS/ARE/WAS...
[Right Next to You?]: guitars, speakers, fan, window
[On the Walls of Your Room?]: posters
[On Your Mouse Pad?]: don't have one.
[Your Dream Car?]: one i never have to drive myself.
[Your Dream Honeymoon spot]: you'll find out someday
[Your Bedtime?]: whenev
[Under Your Bed?]: shizz
[Your Bad Time of the Day?]: most of it
[Your Worst Fear(s)?]: cows, clowns, people who dress up in those costume things, sea dwelling objects, spiders, kim Wylde
[The Time?]: 2:25
[The Date?]: Feb 30th, 2004
[The Best Trick You've Ever Played on Someone?]: for like 3 weeks i made Ian think i was gonna kill him. he was scared and he cried. that was pretty cool. oh.. and once i tricked someone into thinking that i had chocolate in a bag... but i actually shit in the bag, then chased them around the house with it.
[The Worst Feeling[s] in the World?]: loneliness
[The Best Feeling[s] in the World?]: love, acceptance

FAVORITE...
[Number?]: 5
[Color?]: blue
[Month?]: august
[Song?]: revolution-block or or or numbers-betray the day
[Movie?]: dunno
[Food?]: kaluha slice
[Season?]: winter
[Class?]:
[teacher?] Miss biagenes.. she was so fucking hot
[Drink?]: jim beam
[Store?]: porters... Sqizzie is rad and the chick is fly
[Flower?]: bleh

THIS OR THAT
[Me/You]: you
[Coke/Pepsi]: coke.
[Day/Night]: night
[Aol/Aim]: AIM..
[Cd/Casette]: CD
[Dvd/Vhs]: DVD
[Jeans/khakis]: jeans
[Car/Truck]: TRUCK
[Tall/Short]: shorrrt
[Lunch/Dinner]: dinner
[NSYNC/BSB]: n'sync... they did have j.t. <3
[Britney/Christina]: my ass
[Gap/Old Navy]:
[Lipstick/Lip gloss]:
[Silver/Gold]: silver
[Alcohol/Weed]: cant i have both?

LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS
[If you're single... why are you single?]: im waiting for a girl i cant have. *tugs ring*
[If you're not single... give details?]:
[How long was your longest relationship?]: baha... no comment
[How long was your shortest relationship?]: do pre ex girlfriends count?
[Who was your first love?]: Millie Buckley... she was the most dreamy 5 year old about
[What do you miss about it?]: kissing on the cheek then shoving her over

THE PAST
[What is the biggest mistake you've made in your life?]: we all know the answer to this one
[What is the last thing you said?]: it was to Shannin.. umm.. sweet dreams i think
[Who is the last person you saw?]: mum
[Who is the last person you hugged?]: Shane
[Who is the last person you fought with?]: --
[Who is the last person you were on the phone with?]: Lanna
[What is the last TV show you saw?]: im watching whose line is it anyway.. does that count?

THE PRESENT
[What are you doing?]: this, watching whose line
[What song are you listening to?]:
[Where are you?]: my room
[who are you with?]: drew and the crew

FUTURE
[What day is it tomorrow?]: tuesday...
[What are you going to do after this?]: join a street dancing crew.. maybe
[How old will you be when you graduate?]: -
[What do you want to be?]: a rockstar. <-- yay

PHYSICAL APPEARANCE
[What do you most like about your body?]: lip ring.. i know its a mod.. but its cool
[And least?]: the rest of it
[Do u look like any celebrities?]: someone told me that when i had blonde hair i looked like the singer from less than jake

In The Last 48 Hours, Have You:
01. Cried: no comment
02. Bought something: booze
03. Gotten sick: yeah.. im sick as fuck
04. Sang: tried to.
05. Eaten: yus
06. Been kissed: no :(
07. Felt stupid: the story of my life
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: nah
09. Met someone new: nope
10. Moved on: from what?
11. Talk to an ex: no.
12. Missed an ex: no
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yessss
14. Had a serious talk: semi serious
15. Missed someone: yep.
16. Hugged someone: yes yeah, shane
17. Fought with your parents: no
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: ugh. yes

Social Life:
01. Best girl friend: i dont know anymore
02. Best guy friend: *shrugs*
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: negatory
04. If no, current dating partner: no no
05. Hobbies: music, snowboarding.
06. Pager: no no
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: depends
08. What type automobile do you drive: 94 ford panelvan
09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: 1954 ford customline
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: friends.
11. Where is the best hangout: goo.
12. Do you have a job: yeah
13. Do you attend church: no
14. Do you like being around people: kinda... not as much as i use to

Who:
01. Have you known the longest: mum and dad
02. Do you argue the most with: dunno
03. Do you always get along with: people that dont know me
04. Is the most trustworthy: no one.
05. Makes you laugh the most: ebs cracks me up... so does... Nate
06. Has been there through all the hard times: none of them
07. Has the coolest parent(s): me.
08. Has the coolest siblings: me
09. Is the most blunt: Nate
10. Is the smartest: dunno

[ Current Clothes ] jeans, converse long sleeve shirt, dickies hat..
[ Current Mood] whatev trev
[ Current Music ]
[ Current Taste ] coke
[ Current Make-up ]
[ Current Hair ] hat mofo
[ Current Annoyance ] everything.
[ Current Smell ] aqua di GIO
[ Current thing I ought to be doing ]sleep
[ Current Favorite Artist ] tori amos/ jeff buckley
[ Current Favorite Group ] earth crisis... or pennywise

Sun, 29 Feb 2004 12:41:01 GMT

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO FUCKING NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

why does something so awesome have to turn so fucking bad?
why? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY

tonight was the best online night ive ever had. no doubt about it. it was all dope untill goodbye time came. then bam.
things are awful.

why do i always fuck up good things?
here's a thought. get fucked world *thumbs up*

please dont hate me Shannin. *tugs at lip ring* please
<3333 heart heart heart

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 17:38:08 GMT

it really is all about having trips down memory lame with special people. i only spent a short short time with her... but the memories are fucking golden.
some old favorites are
-hug me please... *hugs*... from behind ya cunt
-loves the cock... *mimes* loves it
-you sound so cute.. like a 10 year old... yeah, but i dont fuck like one.
-whats a battle?

just a couple. but yeah.. so good.
you're radder than i can even begin explaining dude.
*BIG hugs from behind*

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 15:00:24 GMT

so yeah.. i had tonight off... i had a lot of things planned aswell.. i was gonna go out, get smashed, have fun, listen to 80's hits then pass out. but what did i do instead?
i cleaned my room and wrote music. my heart is still racing from all that excitement. *sits down* thats better.

one good thing did happen tonight.. spit_sink....
you fucking OWN! we have the most meaningful online pre-relationship imaginable :P hahaha. and and and... you're fucking hot! like... 'come here and let me shaft you' hot.
i hope we end up being buddies. cos you're cool.

i wish i knew how to put pics up on here. cos i have so much shit to share with you people.(half of you i dont even know) but WOO! i love new people. www.fujicolor.com.au/zekecore <-- that will have to do for now i guess.

Emo trash, i dont even know if you read my journal but you seem like a pretty amazing girl. dont ask me what im basing that on.. but yeah. i would really like to talk to you sometime. if thats cool with you ofcourse.

why is it that whenever i write music now, i only get one good line in my head... and then thats it? why cant it be like the day... when i use to write shit in my phone on the run cos i was full of inspiration? instead, now i sit here for hours holding my guitar and a pen crying because i cant share any of my thoughts, concerns, feelings, emotions, pain with anyone. bleh. maybe i should take up modern dance... and burn my instruments.

how lame is it that the only friends i really have are online? a large majority of my friends are from places that i havnt even heard of.. i wish people liked me

love you all. except one or two.
thankyou for your time
bye

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 11:44:55 GMT

Fight Club!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Fri, 27 Feb 2004 11:36:20 GMT

You are DXM, a somewhat addictive cough supressant.
When taken in certain amounts, you cause the
user to feel disconnected from their body, and
every thought seems like an epiphany. you are
not a social drug.

What Pharmacutical-Turned-Recreational Drug Are You?
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Andre, we rock out! maybe you should be together =P

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 15:24:01 GMT

my back is so fucking itchy! i dont want to get up to find something to use... KNIFE^$&$#^$^(%*&
ahhhhh god yeahhhhhh *kicks leg out* yeahhhhhhh

now that thats out of the way. i FINALLY picked my amp up! (YAY!) its been gone for like 5 months.. cos i was too cheap to pay for it.

Melbourne funds are looking good. i now have $120 aside for the journey.. im sooo hanging for it! i really should go see my relatives. they're so lame. i do need a good laugh, so yeah, i'll catch up with them. so if anyone reading this lives in the werribee, melton area... let me hang out with you... PLEASE!

actually.... the places i will be are.... mt dandenong area, werribee, melton, cranbourne/narre warren and and and.... maybe kew.
so yeah... let me hang with youuuuuuuu!

i cant wait to go see fly-girl! she is so fucking awesomely radical that i feell like shitting Bels pants.

when i came home from work tonight, Foo barked at me. Foo never barks... he is a scary looking dog. he has no need to bark. but tonight he barked at me. i was scared. Foo sounds nasty... its ace. it makes him seem so tough when infact he is a sook.

Bel is IGNORING ME AGAIN. lame Bel... LAME.

thats all.... bye

Tue, 24 Feb 2004 15:09:22 GMT

Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:	Dork
Your Favorite Band/Song	Barenaked Ladies - One Week
You Like To Read:	Sheet music
You Firmly Believe In:	Sex at first sight
Everyone Thinks You Are:	A sleazy prostitute
You Were Conceived:	In a burning building
You Will Marry:	An Italian plumber

Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 04:51:50 GMT

totally... if anyone doesnt have me on msn knock yourselves out - zekecore@hotmail.com or or or or or aim - dilute to drink

if you can be bothered, these are so so so funny

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 17:32:37 GMT

Sun, 22 Feb 2004 16:24:34 GMT

Lame little country pubs that are packed with old cowboys are all tools of the devil.

i was kicking back at about 12:30am and i got a call from Shane. he was like... dude, come to the pub, its kicking! great fun! come here quickly!
i was bored, so i got dressed and went.. what a fucking grand decision that was! sarcasm *cough* sarcasm.
besides the fact that the pub was crammed full of wasted underagers, old arse cowboys can smoke my rod. my sexuality is defined by the type of music i listen to and the clothes i wear... a few dramas happened concerning some cowboys that decided that my socks were too high and that caps werent allowed in THEIR pub. hate.
this one chick kept trying to sit on my lap all night and kept asking me if id like my cock sucked. on any regular day i wouldve greeted her with open arms and tell her to meet me out by the white panelvan. but she lacked style in her approach. 'use my tongue as your cum rag' maybe i am gay.. but that doesnt sound too appealing to me.

after all that we ended up going back to shanes house where we got absolutely fucking MASHED and got creeped out by ween. eek.
after a little whinging, screaming and hissy fits the cd was changed. its ALL about tori amos! radness.
SOMEONE on here has discovered a little secret about my musical taste... or... a closet addiction if you will. and if she is smart, she will keep it a secret *waves fist*

i hate people. they know who they are. i love people, they may not be so sure who they are.

Lanna is bomb. uh huh. you're worth your weight in love songs. its a shame i wont ever write one sweet enough for you.

there are bugs in my room. i have a fly screen but they still fucking get in! and they bite... and land on me... blech!

bye.